{"id":1007,"date":"2010-07-24T13:31:00","date_gmt":"2010-07-24T17:31:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/?p=1007"},"modified":"2010-07-24T13:31:00","modified_gmt":"2010-07-24T17:31:00","slug":"running-off","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/?p=1007","title":{"rendered":"Running Off&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<div style=\"text-align: center;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/4.bp.blogspot.com\/_ESvCH9ghcAI\/TEsxYEva7oI\/AAAAAAAADfU\/oKeNeRJrQWU\/s1600\/DownloadedFile.jpeg\" imageanchor=\"1\" style=\"clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" border=\"0\" height=\"200\" src=\"http:\/\/4.bp.blogspot.com\/_ESvCH9ghcAI\/TEsxYEva7oI\/AAAAAAAADfU\/oKeNeRJrQWU\/s200\/DownloadedFile.jpeg\" width=\"177\" \/><\/a><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: x-large;\">It&#8217;s the weekend! &nbsp;I love Friday nights. &nbsp;The boys were all in bed, Sanj and I were laying in bed, each with a book till it was lights out. &nbsp; Then we began to chat&#8230; &nbsp;I love this time. &nbsp;I put the lights back on to show him something on Facebook&#8230; and he gets beeped&#8230; meaning someone has engaged him in a chat. &nbsp;He looks at me&#8230; lol&#8230; he isn&#8217;t used to this nor is it his favourite thing to do&#8230; he much rather be chatting on the phone. &nbsp;He was catching up with his childhood friend&#8217;s sister&#8230; (he loved it, Janice). &nbsp;I ended turning off the lights and trying to go to sleep, since it was way past midnight.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align: center;\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><br \/><\/span>  <\/span><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align: center;\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: x-large;\">Sometimes I feel like we are getting old&#8230; laying there, reading. Yet I love the familiarness that I have with Sanj. &nbsp;He is still, reading, I am fidgeting, my legs snuggling under his, needing to make some contact with him and yet driving him crazy with the movement.<\/span><\/span><br \/><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><br \/><\/span>  <\/span><br \/><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: x-large;\">Last night I was thinking of things I want to do. &nbsp;A while ago, I made a bucket list. &nbsp;Some of the things are still on there&#8230; yet lately I have been wanting to do things that could really be accomplished, if I set my mind to it.<\/span><\/span><br \/><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><br \/><\/span>  <\/span><br \/><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: x-large;\">Like what? &nbsp;Well, one of my biggest desires has alway been to have a great body. &nbsp;It means that I need self-control with what goes into my mouth. &nbsp;Actually at the age I am today, it isn&#8217;t even that but rather exercising. &nbsp;I NEED TO EXERCISE &#8230; I need it to be my drug of choice. &nbsp;Sigh. &nbsp;I feel so good when I do it. &nbsp;I wish there was that magic button to just get me on the machine. &nbsp;<\/span><\/span><br \/><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><br \/><\/span>  <\/span><br \/><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: x-large;\">When I say a great body&#8230; I really want to lose 20 pounds, have nice arms, a back that I can wear a dress that has a cut all the way down my back and oh, a nice arse would be awesome too. &nbsp;Actually, I would be happy with my 20 something body again, the one I was so conscious about.<\/span><\/span><br \/><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><br \/><\/span>  <\/span><br \/><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: x-large;\">So, along with this wish would be to become a runner. &nbsp;I think runners are hot. &nbsp;They look so sexy. &nbsp;I love the sweat, the stride the rhythm. &nbsp;HUM.. They seem to be so disciplined. &nbsp;When I am upset, I could say I am going for a run rather than wanting a Baskins &amp; Robbins mint-chocolate chip ice sundae with hot fudge, whipping cream and nuts&#8230; minus the yucky cherry.<\/span><\/span><br \/><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: x-large;\">So, yah, on the bucket list is becoming a runner.<\/span><\/span><br \/><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><br \/><\/span><\/span><br \/><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: x-large;\">As I share this desire with my beloved (Sanj, in case you are wondering), he just looks at me. &nbsp;<\/span><\/span><br \/><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: x-large;\">&#8220;<\/span><i><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: x-large;\">Reema, can you even run?&#8221;<\/span><\/i><\/span><br \/><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: x-large;\">I reply, <\/span><i><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: x-large;\">&#8220;Everyone can run, I&#8217;ll start off by walking for a half an hour&#8230; and take it from there.&#8221; <\/span><\/i><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: x-large;\">&nbsp;I smile.<\/span><\/span><br \/><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: x-large;\">He looks at me, The Sanj Look.<\/span><\/span><br \/><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: x-large;\">I say, &#8220;<\/span><i><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: x-large;\">Are you mocking me<\/span><\/i><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: x-large;\">?&#8221;<\/span><\/span><br \/><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: x-large;\">He says, &#8220;<\/span><i><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: x-large;\">I am not even going to bother with the mocking because that would mean there is actually belief in you being a runner.&#8221; &nbsp;<\/span><\/i><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: x-large;\">(OK&#8230; those weren&#8217;t his exact words, he used bigger words with lots of syllables&#8230; so I am paraphrasing).<\/span><\/span><br \/><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><br \/><\/span><\/span><br \/><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: x-large;\">Poor guy, see what he has to put up with? lol &nbsp;<\/span><\/span><br \/><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: x-large;\">Anyways, maybe someday I&#8217;ll be able to run a 5K. &nbsp;I realize that isn&#8217;t much but hey&#8230; it is a start. &nbsp;Oh, and think of the cute outfits I could wear. &nbsp;\ud83d\ude42<\/span><\/span><br \/><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><br \/><\/span><\/span><br \/><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: x-large;\">Anyway, this is one of my add-ons to my Bucket List.<\/span><\/span><br \/><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><br \/><\/span> <\/span><br \/><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;\"><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><br \/><\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align: center;\"><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s the weekend! &nbsp;I love Friday nights. &nbsp;The boys were all in bed, Sanj and I were laying in bed, each with a book till it was lights out. &nbsp; Then we began to chat&#8230; &nbsp;I love this time. &nbsp;I &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/?p=1007\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1007"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1007"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1007\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1007"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1007"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1007"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}