{"id":1614,"date":"2011-02-23T23:02:34","date_gmt":"2011-02-24T04:02:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/?p=1614"},"modified":"2011-02-23T23:02:34","modified_gmt":"2011-02-24T04:02:34","slug":"in-the-stillness","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/?p=1614","title":{"rendered":"In the Stillness&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: center;\">It&#8217;s 10:52 p.m. \u00a0This is the first moment all day I have had with no one calling me or needing me.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">All I hear is snoring.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Sanj is off sleeping with Jordan, hoping to avoid the bug.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Josh and Max, my two sickest are in bed with me.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">They are burning up.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">The meds don&#8217;t seem to be helping.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Lots of drinking&#8230; so we don&#8217;t have to deal with dehydration and the yucky IVs.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">They are so little. \u00a0And so sick. \u00a0I thought I was burning up with a fever&#8230; until I left the bed and came down. \u00a0I think I am good.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Josh throw up a bucket load of soup.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">On my bed.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">And on me.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Sigh.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">He keeps gagging. \u00a0I sit up with a start. \u00a0I don&#8217;t think he even has anything in his poor little belly.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Oh&#8230; the house is so still.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">I know I should go to bed&#8230; but I have to admit that I am relishing the stillness.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">I hope they all get better soon.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">I hope that I don&#8217;t get whatever it is that is floating in the air.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Sammy is on day 5.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Max is wickedly sick. \u00a0His eyes look horrible. \u00a0His voice is gone.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Josh has eyes that are burning him and they keep running.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">I laid on my bed and held him.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">I can&#8217;t imagine my life without them&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">They do drive me nuts.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">They have bad aim and pee on the seat. \u00a0The floor. \u00a0Sometimes on the wall.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">They are hungry all the time.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">They are loud.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">They are messy.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">I can&#8217;t imagine my life without them.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">6 is my perfect number.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">xoxo my sweet little ones.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s 10:52 p.m. \u00a0This is the first moment all day I have had with no one calling me or needing me. All I hear is snoring. Sanj is off sleeping with Jordan, hoping to avoid the bug. Josh and Max, &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/?p=1614\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1614"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1614"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1614\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1615,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1614\/revisions\/1615"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1614"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1614"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1614"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}