{"id":184,"date":"2008-05-29T20:42:00","date_gmt":"2008-05-30T00:42:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/?p=184"},"modified":"2008-05-29T20:42:00","modified_gmt":"2008-05-30T00:42:00","slug":"in-your-time","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/?p=184","title":{"rendered":"In Your Time"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a onblur=\"try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}\" href=\"http:\/\/2.bp.blogspot.com\/_ESvCH9ghcAI\/SD9eE5AJFAI\/AAAAAAAAARM\/eEYOY5sxlzo\/s1600-h\/two0034.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" style=\"float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;\" src=\"http:\/\/2.bp.blogspot.com\/_ESvCH9ghcAI\/SD9eE5AJFAI\/AAAAAAAAARM\/eEYOY5sxlzo\/s400\/two0034.jpg\" border=\"0\" alt=\"\"id=\"BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5205983132377486338\" \/><\/a><br \/>I have had a day  full of emotions that have been up and down.   I am exhausted, emotionally.  Sanj was playing me some songs that he redid from his 25th alumni reunion, Eternal Praise.  As I listened, a song that really moved me was &#8220;In His Time.&#8221;  It was one that I clung to going through some rough times in my 20s.  My faith was so SIMPLE.  I miss that.  I hate the constant doubt of &#8220;Are You There, God, It&#8217;s Me, Reema&#8230;&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I am going to try and put the music on here&#8230; but here are the words:<\/p>\n<p>In His time,  in His time<br \/>He makes all things beautiful in His time<br \/>Lord, please show me every day as You&#8217;re teaching me Your way<br \/>that You do just what You say in Your time<\/p>\n<p>In Your time,  in Your time<br \/>You make all things beautiful in Your time<br \/>Lord, my life to You I bring may each song I have to sing <br \/>be to You a lovely thing in Your time<\/p>\n<p>As I was talking to Sanj, he said&#8230; it&#8217;s an easier thing to sing than live.  Now almost 40, I want that again.<br \/>Faith.  I want to be a woman of faith.  Lord, Help me Believe again and KNOW in my core that You are IN COMPLETE control.<br \/>I know I just need that mustard seed.  You will make it grow.  If I look back, I see all the things  You DID make beautiful and it was in YOUR time.<\/p>\n<p>I want that Peace that passeth all understanding. I need it.  I didn&#8217;t understand those words as a kid&#8230;  now I sing that song  craving that peace beyond all understanding.  All my friends out there, I pray this for you tonight too.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I have had a day full of emotions that have been up and down. I am exhausted, emotionally. Sanj was playing me some songs that he redid from his 25th alumni reunion, Eternal Praise. As I listened, a song that &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/?p=184\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/184"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=184"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/184\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=184"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=184"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=184"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}