{"id":2911,"date":"2012-05-31T20:55:43","date_gmt":"2012-06-01T00:55:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/?p=2911"},"modified":"2012-05-31T21:10:34","modified_gmt":"2012-06-01T01:10:34","slug":"in-my-life-time-please","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/?p=2911","title":{"rendered":"In My Life Time… Please"},"content":{"rendered":"

My girlfriend and I have this pact since forever about our “rocking chair days”… the time in life where we think we will once again be roommates. \u00a0Where are husbands are, I am not sure. \u00a0Passed on, I’m assuming. (Poor Sanj). \u00a0Anyways, it is quite common for us to say, “in our rocking chair days, we will…” \u00a0The other day I texted her saying I missed her. \u00a0She (who lives in Florida) said that she wished we were neighbours. \u00a0I replied that I have dibs being her neighbour in heaven. \u00a0To this she replied something about Jesus not coming in our life time so we’ll likely be rocking chair buddies first.<\/p>\n

I found this comment disturbing… that Jesus wouldn’t return in our life time. \u00a0Do you think that He will? \u00a0I am 43 years of age so I would hope that in the next 40 years Jesus will come. \u00a0Yet then again, growing up, my dad firmly believed that Jesus would come in his life time. \u00a0 My dad lived and breathe that belief. \u00a0We heard stories of the time of trouble and how we would live and survive.<\/p>\n

Today, my dad is the hospital, his oxygen is down and they are keeping him there to monitor him. \u00a0After chatting with him a few minutes, as I was ready to hang up, he said, “Remember me in your prayers.” \u00a0<\/em>\ud83d\ude41 \u00a0 As usual, my heart hurt and bled a bit. \u00a0So sad. \u00a0And yet I wonder if my dad still thinks that Jesus will come in his life time?<\/p>\n

It’s been a cooler day today and this evening the boys and I went to the Dragon Boat practice to cheer our team in … cancer… that’s what this whole event is about. \u00a0 I couldn’t help but notice a lady that was there last year, missing this year. \u00a0She is back to battling against this horrid disease. \u00a0 I made me so sad and tired and weary of all the heart ache.<\/p>\n

I feel a bit beaten today… \u00a0maybe it’s my hormones or the lack of my estrogen … but I feel tired and weary.<\/p>\n

I really need to You to come, Lord Jesus, please. \u00a0Soon. \u00a0Now. \u00a0In my life time. \u00a0Or my dad’s. \u00a0Please. \u00a0Please. \u00a0Please. \u00a0Amen.<\/em><\/p>\n

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Is it ridiculous how much I miss India and think of my family there?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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