{"id":3128,"date":"2012-12-05T17:32:16","date_gmt":"2012-12-05T22:32:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/?p=3128"},"modified":"2012-12-05T17:32:16","modified_gmt":"2012-12-05T22:32:16","slug":"a-little-crazy-today-i-think","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/?p=3128","title":{"rendered":"A little crazy today.  I think."},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">I&#8217;m not sure if I&#8217;ll post this or not but sometimes I feel better just writing. \u00a0I am so low, depressed, craZy right now. \u00a0I hate that feeling. \u00a0Especially since I am usually full of energy and ready to that the world by storm. \u00a0Not today. \u00a0Not yesterday. \u00a0Probably not tomorrow. \u00a0Hopefully the next day.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">I went to my doctor and got my crazy pill adjusted. \u00a0Now it is just surviving till the drugs kick in and balance me out. \u00a0I screamed at my kids today. \u00a0We were waiting for pizza and they just seemed to go crazy. \u00a0I mean really? \u00a0It&#8217;s one thing to act insane at home. \u00a0It&#8217;s another when everyone is watching and they have no shame.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">I screamed at them. \u00a0They got really silent. \u00a0Maybe scared. \u00a0Well, actually they never seem scared enough. Sigh. \u00a0Yet they understood I was crazy. \u00a0Daddy isn&#8217;t there to save them so they&#8217;d better stop. \u00a0You could hear a pin drop. \u00a0I texted Sanj. \u00a0He said he was scared too.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">I would say LOL but I don&#8217;t feel that.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">I slept today while Josh was getting tutored at my MIL. \u00a0I never sleep. \u00a0It felt so good. \u00a0I feel like sleeping for days. \u00a0I feel like burying myself in a hole, with my book and some yummy cooking shows and chocolate and candy.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Yum. \u00a0Corn candy. \u00a0JuJubes. \u00a0Corn Candy. \u00a0Popcorn.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">OK&#8230; \u00a0I am sure that in a few more days there will be light at the end of the tunnel.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Work crazy pill, work!<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m not sure if I&#8217;ll post this or not but sometimes I feel better just writing. \u00a0I am so low, depressed, craZy right now. \u00a0I hate that feeling. \u00a0Especially since I am usually full of energy and ready to that &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/?p=3128\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3128"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3128"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3128\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3130,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3128\/revisions\/3130"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3128"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3128"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3128"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}