Day 2 in this new year… I’m writing! Zach asked me what my Bucket List was for this year… and I had to pause. I’ve given up on New Year’s Resolutions because I suck at the stick to it factor. (Sanj… stop snickering)! What is my Bucket List for this year? Well, I really want to write again. I miss it. It, writing feels to therapeutic and yet when I don’t post it, I seem to feel like I have failed and it doesn’t count.<\/p>\n
I really need to exercise and fix my diet … but while it is a constant try again, that sounds a little too much like a New Year Resolution. Ugh! I really want to better my character. I want to try harder to be non-judgmental. I want to tell to just love people, period. Ugh, sometimes it’s a hard thing to love those that annoy me or having annoying quirks.<\/p>\n
Today my mil (mother-in-law) is in for open heart surgery. It has me thinking of life and death and that fine line. It has me wondering what will someone write in my obituary? Am I living a life that will make me blush with pleasure as they talk about me? Or will I be shamed? What about the people that are just not nice? What do they say? Do they make it up? I think a lot of my dad and his death and what we will do and say.<\/p>\n
I’m finding myself restless… being still, waiting and behaving! The only channel on is CNN and foolish chatter about Donald Trump. Ugh.<\/p>\n It’s a bad day to be ADD!<\/p>\n \n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Day 2 in this new year… I’m writing! Zach asked me what my Bucket List was for this year… and I had to pause. I’ve given up on New Year’s Resolutions because I suck at the stick to it factor. … Continue reading ![\"12593981_10154440802215828_2471661391411677043_o-2\"](\"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/01\/12593981_10154440802215828_2471661391411677043_o-2.jpg\")
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