{"id":4483,"date":"2018-07-20T13:28:54","date_gmt":"2018-07-20T17:28:54","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/?p=4483"},"modified":"2018-07-20T13:54:57","modified_gmt":"2018-07-20T17:54:57","slug":"flying-high","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/?p=4483","title":{"rendered":"Flying High&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Over the years I have always been afraid to try new things for the simple fear of failing or being made fun of. \u00a0Ok, yes a lot of these fears are from my school days yet that fear of failure really has had a hold of me.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">I have learned to bite the bullet and JUST DO IT! \u00a0I mean what&#8217;s the worst that will happen? \u00a0I have learned to hook a worm on a fishing line simply because I did not want my boys to think I was scared because I was a girl. \u00a0I have learned to take a fish off the hook (ok, I do use a glove but&#8230; still). \u00a0I have learned to not scream at the sight of a snake, though rodents I can&#8217;t help but scream like a banshie, same goes for bats!!! \u00a0I have waded through the grossness of garbage that piles up and cleaned it when everyone was too busy. I have plunged my share of disgusting toilets clogged by poop that should not be human! \u00a0I have walked on that plate of glass way up high in the CN Tower (my heart is pounding remembering this). \u00a0I have jumped \u00a0through waves in the ocean, amidst the fear of sharks, sting rays and tidal waves for my kids (I have a ridiculous fear of tidal waves and water that I can&#8217;t see the bottom of clearly). \u00a0I rode boats, hanging over the edge throwing up my entire stomach contents as my boys enjoyed fishing. I have become pregnant despite knowing that fear that eats me as I go into labour. \u00a0I have&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">The point is as I age, I am determined to not let fear rule me. \u00a0Becoming a speaker, I may not be the best, but I am doing it! \u00a0The best way to get me to do something, especially Sanj, is to dare me! HEHEHE!!!<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">So&#8230; here I am, doing it!<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/?attachment_id=4484\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-4484\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-4484\" src=\"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/07\/IFTRT_WTB_20180715_015_5.jpg\" alt=\"IFTRT_WTB_20180715_015_5\" width=\"5760\" height=\"3840\" srcset=\"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/07\/IFTRT_WTB_20180715_015_5.jpg 5760w, http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/07\/IFTRT_WTB_20180715_015_5-300x200.jpg 300w, http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/07\/IFTRT_WTB_20180715_015_5-768x512.jpg 768w, http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/07\/IFTRT_WTB_20180715_015_5-1024x683.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 5760px) 100vw, 5760px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">HEHE I know I look ridiculous, it was kinda hard to breathe in there to that is me trying to &#8230; This was so scary for me to actually do, so out of my comfort zone!!! BUT&#8230; I did \u00a0it!!!<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/?attachment_id=4485\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-4485\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-4485\" src=\"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/07\/IFTRT_WTB_20180715_015_2.jpg\" alt=\"IFTRT_WTB_20180715_015_2\" width=\"5760\" height=\"3840\" srcset=\"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/07\/IFTRT_WTB_20180715_015_2.jpg 5760w, http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/07\/IFTRT_WTB_20180715_015_2-300x200.jpg 300w, http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/07\/IFTRT_WTB_20180715_015_2-768x512.jpg 768w, http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/07\/IFTRT_WTB_20180715_015_2-1024x683.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 5760px) 100vw, 5760px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">This was my Max&#8230; doing much better and me in the back, mouth open! lol<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/?attachment_id=4488\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-4488\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-4488\" src=\"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/07\/IFTRT_WTB_20180715_015_29.jpg\" alt=\"IFTRT_WTB_20180715_015_29\" width=\"5760\" height=\"3840\" srcset=\"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/07\/IFTRT_WTB_20180715_015_29.jpg 5760w, http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/07\/IFTRT_WTB_20180715_015_29-300x200.jpg 300w, http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/07\/IFTRT_WTB_20180715_015_29-768x512.jpg 768w, http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/07\/IFTRT_WTB_20180715_015_29-1024x683.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 5760px) 100vw, 5760px\" \/><\/a>I love this one! \u00a0OK, I am flying because the instructor is (for $10 extra) taking me up there but holy moly, I did it! \u00a0I also love Sanj in the background, smiling! \u00a0Love this guy!<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><em>&#8220;I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength.&#8221; \u00a0<\/em>Philippians 4:13<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Yes, that even applies to iFly.com!<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Over the years I have always been afraid to try new things for the simple fear of failing or being made fun of. \u00a0Ok, yes a lot of these fears are from my school days yet that fear of failure &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/?p=4483\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7,189,28,6,1,10,32,13,140,15,5,11,55],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4483"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4483"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4483\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4490,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4483\/revisions\/4490"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4483"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4483"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4483"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}