If I knew know what I do, would I have kids? Hum… not a good question to ask me tonight. Don’t get me wrong, I love my kids with all my heart… with every part of me… I am not sure there is any even left. I want so much for them.<\/p>\n
My biggest want is for them to be kind to each other. IS THAT ASKING TOO MUCH? Oh yah, they have their moments. But can those moments not be minutes, hours, days… a life time? Will that ever happen?<\/p>\n
What an evening. I realize that is part of the drama from tonight. A ridiculously long evening for anyone to bare.<\/p>\n
Pick up from School, Guitar lessons for Tyler and Jordan, Sammy is at a after school Volleyball game, go to his game, then take him to his hockey game… Sanj picks up the boys from guitar, coaches the hockey game, and is off to a board meeting right after the game. I stick around for the game to bring all the boys home and then do home work and bed.<\/p>\n
I am frazzled. I am tired. So I know they are tired. But is this a right to be mean?<\/p>\n
What am I doing wrong? I don’t feel I am cut out for parenting… to be responsible for raising kind, loving, responsible men.<\/p>\n
I don’t want to mess this up. I just don’t have the answers. Is there a parent hotline? Maybe that is children’s aid services!<\/p>\n
I am so grateful for my family. I love them so much. I am just tired of the constant bickering and issues that never go away.<\/p>\n
I am failing parenting 101… maybe I need The Nanny!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
If I knew know what I do, would I have kids? Hum… not a good question to ask me tonight. Don’t get me wrong, I love my kids with all my heart… with every part of me… I am not … Continue reading