{"id":481,"date":"2009-01-21T09:58:00","date_gmt":"2009-01-21T14:58:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/?p=481"},"modified":"2009-01-21T09:58:00","modified_gmt":"2009-01-21T14:58:00","slug":"a-moment","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/?p=481","title":{"rendered":"A Moment"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a onblur=\"try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}\" href=\"http:\/\/4.bp.blogspot.com\/_ESvCH9ghcAI\/SXc7EhGYaeI\/AAAAAAAABRE\/KvTXTSgqqjM\/s1600-h\/DSC_0011.JPG\"><img decoding=\"async\" style=\"float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 268px; height: 400px;\" src=\"http:\/\/4.bp.blogspot.com\/_ESvCH9ghcAI\/SXc7EhGYaeI\/AAAAAAAABRE\/KvTXTSgqqjM\/s400\/DSC_0011.JPG\" border=\"0\" alt=\"\"id=\"BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5293764835787958754\" \/><\/a><br \/>Today I drove the boys to school in my pajamas.  I left Josh at home with Jordan (who is sick) and Sanj.   <\/p>\n<p>As I pulled out of the school parking lot, I had a moment.  My big 12 passenger van was silent!  Deathly silent.  I looked back and realized that I was alone!<\/p>\n<p>This is going to be what 8:46 a.m. feels like next year (at least 3 days of the week).  It seems weird and a bit unnerving.  My heart raced a bit.  As much as I am ready for this next phase, I am not.  I am not sure WHAT I will do with out my side kick, Josh, hanging on my body.<\/p>\n<p>And the silence&#8230;  I am not sure about that.  I am not a person that likes to be alone for long periods of time.  Maybe I will learn to like.  I am not sure.<\/p>\n<p>Thank goodness there is still 230 days, give or take, to get used to the change.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Today I drove the boys to school in my pajamas. I left Josh at home with Jordan (who is sick) and Sanj. As I pulled out of the school parking lot, I had a moment. My big 12 passenger van &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/?p=481\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/481"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=481"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/481\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=481"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=481"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=481"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}