{"id":519,"date":"2009-02-20T16:51:00","date_gmt":"2009-02-20T21:51:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/?p=519"},"modified":"2009-02-20T16:51:00","modified_gmt":"2009-02-20T21:51:00","slug":"tears-of-relief","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/?p=519","title":{"rendered":"Tears of Relief"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a onblur=\"try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}\" href=\"http:\/\/4.bp.blogspot.com\/_ESvCH9ghcAI\/SZ9DHIiWU-I\/AAAAAAAABdQ\/pt6cRSTK7Js\/s1600-h\/44228965.crying_eye1.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" style=\"display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 291px;\" src=\"http:\/\/4.bp.blogspot.com\/_ESvCH9ghcAI\/SZ9DHIiWU-I\/AAAAAAAABdQ\/pt6cRSTK7Js\/s400\/44228965.crying_eye1.jpg\" border=\"0\" alt=\"\"id=\"BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5305032675895432162\" \/><\/a><br \/>I used to be able to cry easily.<\/p>\n<p>Sappy movies or commercials turned on my tap.   I saw it as a weakness.  I hated giving in to that emotion.  <\/p>\n<p>Yet, there really is nothing like a good cry.  Follow it up with a great nap&#8230; it is a great release.<\/p>\n<p>I can&#8217;t remember the last good cry I had. <\/p>\n<p> I am due.  <\/p>\n<p>My stomach feels gurgly (probably from being around too many puking kids).<\/p>\n<p>I have had a bad day over all.  <\/p>\n<p>Too many people in my life made me upset this week.  Add tired, and laundry that isn&#8217;t going away&#8230; and I am at my ropes end.<\/p>\n<p>Then there are stresses&#8230; life stresses.  <\/p>\n<p>Then I add  a yucky situation that makes me sad.  <\/p>\n<p>Cry.  I need a good cry.<\/p>\n<p>I know I would feel better if I could.  <\/p>\n<p>The thing is, I don&#8217;t cry anymore.   I feel the need and then swallow it.  Usually I don&#8217;t have the time and energy it requires.<\/p>\n<p>Is there a crying pill?<\/p>\n<p>My tears are constipated, if you will and need to be released.<\/p>\n<p>Maybe this is called the winter blues.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I used to be able to cry easily. Sappy movies or commercials turned on my tap. I saw it as a weakness. I hated giving in to that emotion. Yet, there really is nothing like a good cry. Follow it &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/?p=519\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/519"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=519"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/519\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=519"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=519"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=519"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}