{"id":752,"date":"2009-10-27T17:16:00","date_gmt":"2009-10-27T21:16:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/?p=752"},"modified":"2009-10-27T17:16:00","modified_gmt":"2009-10-27T21:16:00","slug":"scared","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/?p=752","title":{"rendered":"Scared?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Here&#8217;s the thing&#8230; it is hard not to be a hypochondriac in this day!<\/p>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>H1N1&#8230; do my kids have it?  There are so many misconceptions of it.  It is scaring everyone silly.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>The story of the little hockey player who died of it&#8230;  it is stories like this that help with the panic.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Saturday&#8230; Zach is up and ready to play hockey.  He is so excited.  I watched him get all his equipment on.  I loved watching his zest for life.  He played.  Had a great time.  He gets in the car&#8230; and for whatever reason I feel him&#8230; he is burning up.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Just like that.  He wasn&#8217;t sick as he was dressing.  I would have picked it up.  I was right beside him.  Then you read this story.  Hockey and H1N1 and the death shouldn&#8217;t  be tied together.  The boy sadly died of the H1N1.  Hockey was a side line.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>I hesitate to take my kids in&#8230; usually knowing  it will be viral and there will be nothing that can be done.  I took Josh in yesterday.  Honestly&#8230; I was a little panic.  He is so little.  He is burning up for so many days in a row.  He is so still.  What if?  He ends up having pneumonia.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Then I wonder what about the other two?  How will I know if they have pneumonia?<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Then there is me.  As I understand it, H1N1 symptoms are fever, cough, headaches, much like the flu bug&#8230; but what set&#8217;s it apart is the respiratory  distress.  I have not been feeling well for a week.  But I feel now like I have a low grade fever, still a headache and today&#8230;. my chest feels a bit full.   I call my doc.  As I repeat how I am feeling, she says you have the symptoms for H1N1.   They can&#8217;t see me till Thursday.  I am to give them a call and see how I feel by then.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Now as I am driving home, I feel wheezy.  I can feel it.  I feel asthmatic.  Oh my gosh&#8230; I am gonna die?<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>See what I mean?  Panic.  I call Sanj.  He leaves on Thursday for Florida.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Can I wait till Thursday to see my doctor?  Sanj is calm.  &#8220;Try you puffer,&#8221; he tells me.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>He doesn&#8217;t seem to worried.  So I am going to be fine.  If any one should worry, it would be him.  Right?  He would have to father and MOTHER his 6 sons if I am taken away.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Breathe.  I am crazy.  Yah.  I know.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Here&#8217;s the thing&#8230; it is hard not to be a hypochondriac in this day! H1N1&#8230; do my kids have it? There are so many misconceptions of it. It is scaring everyone silly. The story of the little hockey player who &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/?p=752\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/752"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=752"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/752\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=752"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=752"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=752"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}