{"id":778,"date":"2009-11-14T21:00:00","date_gmt":"2009-11-15T02:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/?p=778"},"modified":"2009-11-14T21:00:00","modified_gmt":"2009-11-15T02:00:00","slug":"i-am-feeling-it","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/?p=778","title":{"rendered":"I Am Feeling It!!!"},"content":{"rendered":"

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I had a great day today. It was a day filled with my favorite combination (if I have to exclude my family). It was like a mini break. A day filled with shopping, a day full of great finds and bargains (a must to make my shopping experience a great one), and a day of great company.<\/p>\n

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I loved today. We had a chartered bus, a very sweet driver, who showed up every time we needed him, a mall full of great deals, and time to relax and chat with each other on the ride home.<\/div>\n
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My cell phone didn’t ring once! That is a rarity. Sanj must have threatened! lol<\/div>\n
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The thing about time away is that you appreciate the welcome back. I love being missed.<\/div>\n
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I love finding me for bits of time. I did that today. I have been changing. I feel like I am on the cusp of something. I am feeling butterflies in my tummy. I am feeling it. I am finding a new bit of me. It is exciting. It is scary. It is so incredible. <\/div>\n
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Do you ever just believe in yourself? I never did. Never. I wished so much that I was full of talent, and raw ability in the athletics department or art department or had some musical skills.<\/div>\n
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I wished that I was a super cook, or baker, or craft person. I wished I was smart in an obvious area. I wish I cared about politics. Have you spent so much time wishing to be something special or even just normal?<\/div>\n
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Have you ever wished for something? Have you ever wanted something so badly?<\/div>\n
Well… I have. I have a secret desire to be something. I am not great at it. But … for the first time I have found myself believing. Guess what… I am believing in me!!!<\/div>\n
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I am on a cusp of something. I believe that God is leading me towards fulfilling a dream.<\/div>\n
He is calling, He is believing, He knows I can do it.<\/div>\n
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It feels good to believe in me. I feel butterflies. I feel good. I feel so excited. I have to let you know this is because of you, too. So thank you.<\/div>\n
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