{"id":794,"date":"2009-11-30T19:00:00","date_gmt":"2009-12-01T00:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/?p=794"},"modified":"2009-11-30T19:00:00","modified_gmt":"2009-12-01T00:00:00","slug":"whats-in-there","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/?p=794","title":{"rendered":"What’s In There?"},"content":{"rendered":"
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This is a great picture of what the inside of my head looks like.<\/span><\/div>\n

These is a constant flurry of activity happening.  <\/span><\/div>\n
While I may seem focused on an activity, I am no doubt working on 2-3 other up and coming tasks.<\/span><\/div>\n

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There usually is no beginning or end… just a constant of activity.<\/span><\/div>\n
Even when I sleep, I am in motion.<\/span><\/div>\n
I dream every night.<\/span><\/div>\n
I remember my dreams.<\/span><\/div>\n
I can have the most nonsensical dream<\/span><\/div>\n
(such as last night, my friend, who is done with babes was pregnant).<\/span><\/div>\n

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The thing about my dreams is they often take me to the past.<\/span>
Often, if I analyze  my dreams, I am dreaming of events <\/span><\/div>\n
that are unresolved in my mind. <\/span>

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How annoying!  <\/span>
In my dreams, I have no control over my thoughts.<\/span>
Lately, my dreams have been about this boy that I dated and “loved.”<\/span>
(Sanj, of course, questions this love…  lol)<\/span>

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Whatever.  The point is he wasn’t the one<\/b> <\/i>but my mind has not put the fact that he “dumped” me to rest.<\/span>
What was wrong with me?<\/span>
What was the bottom line?<\/span>
And really?  Do I care?<\/span>
No but in my dreams… I obviously do.<\/span>
I am forever dreaming of being back  in that time and he is ignoring me.<\/span>

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See my mind, even when it is supposed to be at rest is at constant motion.<\/span>

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This is the mind of a person that lives with ADHD.<\/span>
My Life is a highway!<\/i><\/span>

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But then again… I can multitask with the best of them.<\/span>

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Who says ADHD is a disorder?  Probably someone who can’t keep up with them!<\/span>

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