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I could tell you about my evening spent fighting with my oldest…<\/span><\/div>\n
I could tell you about the moodiness that invades his being…<\/span><\/div>\n
I could tell you I am not even sure how to parent him when he is like this…<\/span><\/div>\n
I could tell you that I would have had that attitude beat out of me…<\/span><\/div>\n
I could tell you that I am so torn with love and annoyance toward my not so little man.<\/span><\/div>\n

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It is so tiring. <\/span><\/div>\n
I feel like I am getting it so wrong.<\/span><\/div>\n
I am tired.<\/span><\/div>\n
He is tired.<\/span><\/div>\n
Could he just not see how much I love him?<\/span><\/div>\n

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I wonder where that little boy with the Nike cap went? <\/span><\/div>\n
Is he in there still?<\/span><\/div>\n

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I could tell you that this part is hard.<\/span><\/div>\n
I hate feeling frustrated and angry at him.<\/span><\/div>\n
Yet his rudeness and attitude is so in my face.<\/span><\/div>\n
I can’t ignore it.<\/span><\/div>\n

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So I keep at it…<\/span><\/div>\n
I keep correcting…<\/span><\/div>\n
I keep reprimanding…<\/span><\/div>\n
I keep trying.<\/span><\/div>\n

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When is it going to end?<\/span><\/div>\n
When is my boy going to run out of his moods?<\/span><\/div>\n
He will run out of them, right?<\/span><\/div>\n

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Please God… give us both what we need.<\/span><\/div>\n

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