{"id":818,"date":"2009-12-17T11:43:00","date_gmt":"2009-12-17T16:43:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/?p=818"},"modified":"2009-12-17T11:43:00","modified_gmt":"2009-12-17T16:43:00","slug":"upset","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/?p=818","title":{"rendered":"Upset&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\">I felt sad yesterday. &nbsp;I have realized that I set myself up for disappointments. &nbsp;I forget that we are all so different. &nbsp;I assume that someone is going to do something the way I would. &nbsp;I get so excited at the effort.<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\">Then it is like a slap. &nbsp;The reality sinks in. &nbsp;I &nbsp;was just a passing thought.<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><br \/><\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\">I set myself up. &nbsp;So I can&#8217;t be mad. &nbsp;I can&#8217;t be hurt. &nbsp;But I am.<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><br \/><\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\">Do you understand this?<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><br \/><\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\">Sometimes I don&#8217;t understand myself. &nbsp;How can I expect others too?<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I felt sad yesterday. &nbsp;I have realized that I set myself up for disappointments. &nbsp;I forget that we are all so different. &nbsp;I assume that someone is going to do something the way I would. &nbsp;I get so excited at &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/?p=818\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/818"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=818"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/818\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=818"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=818"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=818"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}