{"id":945,"date":"2010-04-10T17:36:00","date_gmt":"2010-04-10T21:36:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/?p=945"},"modified":"2010-04-10T17:36:00","modified_gmt":"2010-04-10T21:36:00","slug":"theres-a-party-going-on-over-here","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/?p=945","title":{"rendered":"There’s a Party Going On Over Here…"},"content":{"rendered":"

Today I am feeling sorry for myself.  I usually don’t give into the pity party even when I feel a need for it. Yet today, I am grumpy.  I am feeling sorry for myself for pathetic reasons.  I even know they are pathetic.  <\/span>

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– Today I wanted to wake up in a different bed.  I hate our bed.  I felt unrested and grumpy.<\/span>

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-Sanj came in, mad that the dogs got into the garbage.  Even though I know he had reason, it made me more grumpy to hear him grumpy.<\/span>

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– Nobody wanted breakfast that consisted of cereal.  I didn’t blame them but I didn’t really want to make it either.  Sanj was studying.  So I made cheese omelettes.  That soon turned to special requests… omelettes with onions, red peppers, meat, cheese…  I was feeling grumpy that I was chef to everyone.<\/span>

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-I had hockey banquet duty for Zachary.  Max had a skate with his friends\/team.  That was fine.  I was grumpy at the disorganization that was at the hockey banquet… but it was bearable.<\/span>

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– We went to Blockbusters to return movies, get some new ones and some games.  Why was the worker a true _itch?  We did nothing to her.  She had a serious attitude.  The boys looked at me and said, “She’s grumpy.”  I was really angry at her treatment.  A man came in and she was pleasant to him.  The boys said, “She can be nice.”  Her treatment was rude, obnoxious and uncalled for.  Yes, I will complain.<\/span>

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-That made me grumpier.  Then I had to come home and deal with lunch demands.  I left all of them (except Josh, who really does help himself) to fend for themselves.<\/span>

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-I did some laundry.  That made me grumpy.<\/span>

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– THEN it was supper time.  I hate cooking all three meals.  I hate it.  Maybe it is because everyone else is relaxing and I resent being the domesticated goddess while they are all vegging out.  Not nice, I know.  But the reality at the moment.  Then Josh spills or throws (not sure) his sloppy joe all over.  Sigh.  I count backwards.<\/span>

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Pathetic, isn’t it?  I know.  I have a lot of emotions that have been running through my head this week.  Some of that emotion was disappointment, some sad and others unsettling.  Most of it, out of my hands.  I needed a good cry.  Yet once again, my tears are constipated.  Maybe none of it is really worthy of my time to cry over.<\/span>

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Anyway, today I was having a pity party.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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