{"id":953,"date":"2010-04-22T05:53:00","date_gmt":"2010-04-22T09:53:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/?p=953"},"modified":"2010-04-22T05:53:00","modified_gmt":"2010-04-22T09:53:00","slug":"tick-tock-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/?p=953","title":{"rendered":"Tick Tock&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\">This week is one of those weeks that is so busy. &nbsp;Everything that can happen seems to be occurring this week. &nbsp;Our dinner\/auction is tomorrow. &nbsp;I am really looking forward to it. &nbsp;Yet I am dreading the before and after. &nbsp;It is all good, though.<\/span><br \/><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><br \/><\/span><br \/><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\">I love auctions! &nbsp;Sanj hates me loving them! lol &nbsp;I get so carried away with the auctioneer&#8217;s voice, it is almost hypnotizing. &nbsp;As someone out bids me, I feel the irritation of being out done! &nbsp;It is almost impulse as my hand goes up again. &nbsp;At this point, Sanj is looking at me, disturbed. &nbsp;&#8220;No more,&#8221; he is telling me. &nbsp;I just smile. &nbsp;\ud83d\ude42 &nbsp;There is such a victory when that item that is desired is finally on my tally sheet. &nbsp;I usually look at Sanj, absolutely delighted, saying, &#8220;I won!!!&#8221; &nbsp; He looks at me and says, &#8220;You didn&#8217;t win it! &nbsp;We have to pay for it.&#8221;<\/span><br \/><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><br \/><\/span><br \/><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\">There is the never-ending question looming around me of what to wear? &nbsp;I find this really cute dress&#8230; that would be even cuter with some heels. &nbsp;I tried on some heels and felt myself teetering &nbsp;in them. &nbsp;As I righted myself upright, I caught the eye of the salesman. &nbsp;I wanted to stick my tongue out at him. &nbsp;I wanted him to try parading around in ridiculous heels. &nbsp;I used to wear heels in another life. &nbsp;How did I do it and what happened? &nbsp;THE BOYS!!! &nbsp;Back to square one.<\/span><br \/><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><br \/><\/span><br \/><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\">It is all good though. &nbsp;I have been doing good with my quest for self control were food goes. &nbsp;Yes, I am trying again. &nbsp;Hey, at least I don&#8217;t give up! &nbsp;\ud83d\ude42 &nbsp;Anyway, I am trying to eat to fuel my body and not to eat when my emotions are all helter skelter. &nbsp; It is amazing to me how little I really need to eat or shall I say how horrifying at the amount of junk I would indulging in.<\/span><br \/><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><br \/><\/span><br \/><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\">Tick Tock&#8230; my time is up. &nbsp;I really can&#8217;t put off beginning my day&#8230;<\/span><br \/><span class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\">I hope your is a good one!<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This week is one of those weeks that is so busy. &nbsp;Everything that can happen seems to be occurring this week. &nbsp;Our dinner\/auction is tomorrow. &nbsp;I am really looking forward to it. &nbsp;Yet I am dreading the before and after. &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/?p=953\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/953"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=953"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/953\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=953"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=953"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=953"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}