{"id":709,"date":"2009-09-16T18:26:00","date_gmt":"2009-09-16T22:26:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/?p=709"},"modified":"2009-09-16T18:26:00","modified_gmt":"2009-09-16T22:26:00","slug":"me-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/livinglovingbreathingboys.com\/?p=709","title":{"rendered":"Me&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a onblur=\"try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}\" href=\"http:\/\/3.bp.blogspot.com\/_ESvCH9ghcAI\/SrF4-hGdJ8I\/AAAAAAAACY4\/1dFpiG9c1lQ\/s1600-h\/P1010265.JPG\"><img decoding=\"async\" style=\"float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;\" src=\"http:\/\/3.bp.blogspot.com\/_ESvCH9ghcAI\/SrF4-hGdJ8I\/AAAAAAAACY4\/1dFpiG9c1lQ\/s320\/P1010265.JPG\" border=\"0\" alt=\"\" id=\"BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5382216045117122498\" \/><\/a><br \/>I had such a busy day.  It was very full&#8230; but I felt good.<\/p>\n<div>I got a haircut&#8230; my haircuts don&#8217;t vary too much&#8230; bangs&#8230; grow out bangs&#8230; layers&#8230; grow out layers&#8230; that is about the most I get as far as excitement goes.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>I wish I could chop it all off&#8230; very short&#8230; unfortunately the one time I did it&#8230; my 30th birthday&#8230; I looked awful&#8230; I want a Halle Berry crop cut&#8230; yet maybe forgot that I didn&#8217;t have the Halle Berry face to go with it!  Bummer.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Over the last year, at least, my hair is falling out.  OK&#8230; I know that every one has hair that falls out.  But this is major hair loss.  It&#8217;s thinning&#8230; I am so stressed that I am going to be a lady with see through hair.  I know ladies that have this problem and they are so graceful about it.  I wouldn&#8217;t be.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>So&#8230; I went and got my hair cut shorter and with shorter layers.  I am hoping to trick myself into thinking that my hair is healthy again.  I am also going to take gelatin caplets&#8230;  apparently they will help&#8230;  and I am praying that God could spare a moment to the petty problem of my hair loss.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>I enjoyed the time in the office.  I think I enjoy messing of the computer.  I always wanted to be a teller and play with the cash machine when I was a kid&#8230; maybe this is fulfilling that long lost desire!<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>I realized that not every one likes me&#8230; today.  OK&#8230; really&#8230; what is not to like???  I realized that two people didn&#8217;t like me.  Actually maybe they are both threatened&#8230; by what I don&#8217;t know&#8230; but I don&#8217;t like the feeling of not being liked&#8230; especially when I KNOW I didn&#8217;t do anything!<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>I went and looked for a couple of outfits for work&#8230; I like getting dressed up.  I like shopping without little people opinions  (although last week when Josh and I went work clothes shopping&#8230; he told me  &#8220;You look fabulous!&#8221;  Boy I love that kid!)<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>I am trying really hard to convince myself that I dislike food.  I want to look like I see myself in my head.  I have to pick up Tyler from youth group in a few minutes&#8230; and all I can think of is a quick stop at Tim&#8217;s for a sprinkled donut or a hot carmel sundae from McDonalds.  I have issues.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>I got three loads of laundry done today.   I was impressed with myself&#8230; maybe the busier I am the better I will keep up with the laundry&#8230; We&#8217;ll see!  I can always hope!<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>I am reading a good book&#8230; one that draws me into the character right away!  The Book of Negroes&#8230;  how do people write like that?  Wow&#8230; I wish I could learn to do that &#8230; but I really believe that it is just a gift&#8230; <\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>I am going away this weekend&#8230; a women&#8217;s retreat from church.  I am so looking forward to it.  I am just looking forward to being&#8230; just being&#8230; I am looking forward to being with friends&#8230; and I am looking forward to reading&#8230;. eating (of course) and sleeping!<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>It is just all about me&#8230; in this blog.<\/div>\n<div>Wow&#8230; I still can&#8217;t believe  that there are people that really don&#8217;t like me!!! lol<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I had such a busy day. It was very full&#8230; but I felt good. 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