Ready or Not…

There is never enough time in the day… it seems!

Happy Labour Day Weekend! Yesterday we had friends over and enjoyed hanging out till late at the campfire. Today… my in-laws will all be over to do much of the same!
I spent much of today trying to be organized for tomorrow (when everything closes down… annoying) and then the much anticipated and dreaded Tuesday.
I find myself really sad about the beginning of school. Maybe I am sad at the end of a season… staying home with my babes. I am feeling my heart races every now and again as I have been going through my day. (Maybe I am having a heart attack and ignoring it)!
I am really excited for Sammy… as he is really excited. He doesn’t seem to be too stressed.
He doesn’t seem to have the fear of being beaten up ( that seems to be a fear expressed by kids of my friends… sad… scary, eh?). So I am excited for him. I am not letting my fears and insecurities over take his readiness. So funny, as I watch him, occasionally… this kid pops out of his teenage being!
None of my middle crew are stressed or excited. School is school. Actually Tyler said… “10 MONTHS of homework! Yuk!” ( I kind of agree with him… too bad summer couldn’t last a few more months)!
I finished the last minute shopping… forgot to buy one more tennis ball… needed for his chair… it wouldn’t be me if I didn’t forget something!
I have little nic nacs for the first day… lunch stuff bought… will organize the clothes tomorrow… most of the back packs are packed… just the waking up and being there on time… with no yelling will be a dream!
I asked Josh, “What will mommy do while you are at school?”
He asked Max…. “Could you stay home and be with mommy while I am at school?”
Aw… how I love him. I am going to miss him. I am not sure what I will do all tuesday…
it seems like a long day already!
Breakfast with other moms is all I have planned.
Wow… they are ready.
How much I love them!
2 more sleeps!
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