Today was the first day of school for all the Sukumaran boys. It is almost over and I can go and get them!
I am fine. Apparently Josh is fine… yes I did call and check!
It was hard. I didn’t cry but really wish I could have as I would have probably felt better.
I had a headache and felt heavy and stressed for the most part of the day.
I did breakfast with a bunch of moms. I then went and got stuff to make lasagna for supper.
Things I discovered today… every one seems to notice when I am alone… from the waitress to the check out person at the grocery store!
I went into the regular bathroom stall… instead of opting for the handicap one so we can both fit without touching too much!
Grocery shopping is fast… very fast and cheaper done alone!
There is little ones calling “mommy” EVERYWHERE!
You never stop being mom even when your kids aren’t there… there are other people’s kids… it is just instinct!
My van is very quiet and big when I am in it.
I like being with people.
I like being home. Instead of shopping or what not I came home and found it comforting.
I came home and saw that there was a phone call from Sammy’s high school… (OH MY GOSH… I have a kid in high school!!!)… my heart stopped a moment…. thinking he called or needed me.
Nope, just a girlfriend, thinking of me!
The craziness is about to be thrust upon me… I am actually looking forward to it. Well for today, anyways. The spelling list, memory verse, reading… will all be overwhelming soon enough and then I will be looking to sneak in a mom day with them!
Happy School Year… One down… how many more to go?