Today is one of those days I am so glad is almost over. I almost fell asleep at 7 p.m. as I was lying down with the boys. It has been a day full of stress.
Stuff was happening at the office… very stressful for Sanj… in turn, me. But it seems to be the kind of thing that will work itself out. Hopefully. Prayer… Faith…
Then there’s stuff that happens that you wish you didn’t know. It happens whenever you care too much or become a part of something dear to you.
What do you do? I wish it was easy to just withdraw. But it isn’t.
It sucks when people take roles and abuse their power. It sucks when people can’t be wrong.
It sucks when one person’s actions impact a larger group.
I want to write death threats. OK, not really. But I do want to be really ugly. I do want to be really unchristlike for 5 minutes. I want to slash some tires. OK… not really… so if your tires are slashed… I didn’t do it… because I really do like you!
It is disappointing when adults act like the child. I would almost say it is an insult to children to liken bad adult behavior to them.
So today was one of disappointments.
But there is always tomorrow. Hopefully one can prayer… that is really what I need to do when I get so frustrated… prayer that God’s in control. He is in control… I am thinking, even when it doesn’t seem obvious.
God, please be in control.