Today I had a day full of ” I wish I could be more…”
Why do I do that? I caught myself as I came down on myself hard… again this evening. I was wishing that I could whip up a few dozen awesome cupcakes to send to school with Max tomorrow. (It will be his birthday!!!)
I found myself wishing I was able to be a morning person so life at our house would be smoother.
I found myself wishing I was better at budgeting so I wouldn’t have money stresses.
I found myself wishing I could have more self confidence so I could do things that I really want to, need to and yet am scared.
Why did I beat myself up today? No one else did that to me… yet I found that today I was constantly putting myself down.
Do you do that? I know if I heard you doing that I would immediately point out all the things you are awesome at. I really had to make myself stop. Pause. Then give myself credit for all the things I did do today.
I have to make a conscious effort to stop that nasty little demon of self doubt from popping up.
I need really give myself a break… just sometimes. Today was that day. No cupcakes for my Max’s class. But I will pick him up and take him for lunch. And maybe buy him a cupcake!