My brother wrote in his blog ” Today, while my small group met, I had an epiphany: While Adam and Eve were hiding, but God was in pursuit of them. Remember, if when you screw up royaly, don’t hide from God, because he is in search of you.
I have to constantly remind myself that I am not going to impress God with my actions or even more so that God is not going to pounce on me and “write me up” even other minute that I stumble.
I think when I was little, it was brainwashed into me that GOD was in a constant judgement mode. I felt like I was never doing enough to make it. I felt like God was constantly writing in that book of good or evil. I felt like heaven was always a little out of reach.
Now, I believe that God is there, encouraging me, knowing my heart, knowing my heart’s desires, feeling my love.
Yet when I have a evil thought about someone or something, I still can’t help but panic and feel ashamed knowing that God heard it too.
So I love that God is in constant pursuit of me. I love that He is never giving up. I love that HE believes that I am worth it!