I am sitting down with the urge to write. What to write I am not sure… but just as an alcoholic needs a drink, I am feeling the need to write.
This morning I took Josh in to his classroom for a “get to know each other” play. The JK/SK’s are combined this year and so the play was planned by the teachers to make the transition smoother.
I stood there for a few minutes feeling old. Actually feeling very old. Most of the moms were in there early 30s. I am not. lol I have been a part of this school for 10 years and yet all of a sudden I felt like a new family.
I am also dealing the my four year old regressing… It is like he has not been potty trained. He doesn’t seem to care. None of my reactions have been effective. None! So I am trying to really be calm. I wonder if he is not scared and excited all at the same time. I feel this… I am just not going to the bathroom in my undies! lol Maybe if I did, I may feel better!
Being in the school was so refreshing. I can’t wait. I can’t wait to be an active part. My mind is running a few hundred miles a minute! It is such a wonderful place for me.
Today I am trying really hard to catch up on laundry and house work. I am trying to get control of my life. Not sure when I lost control… but I need to get some of it back.
I am reading a book… in the end phases of it. I hate when I have to say goodbye to the characters. I love when an author writes so well that you really get the character.
I hate starting new books … just because I hate the getting to know you part.
I am sad that summer is coming to a close. Getting to school for 9 this morning was yucky. Getting back to that everyday…. yuck! And making lunches… double yuck!
As you can see, I really had nothing to say… just needed to exercise my fingers a bit!