8 :29 p.m.

With the grounding of no T.V. and computer, I must say the house is pretty quiet. In the background, is a chirping fire alarm that is too high for us to reach. It is at the highest point of our vaulted ceiling… so we need to go and buy a very tall ladder.

Sanj is still off at hockey with Jordan at this point and Sammy is off at a Petes hockey game.
The house got tidied pretty quickly with my nagging. How much I hate that sound … me nagging.
I feel as if I am at a good place with Sammy… we understand each other. It is all good… with its moments that of course exhaust me but … it is all good for now.
Tyler has taken over with the raging teen attitude and issues.
Tyler, my child that has always been thoughtful, unselfish and can’t help but listen to his conscience.
Moody and broody have taken over. Lord, have mercy on me! He is constantly needing to be able to go somewhere, obsessing about the next event in his life… and needs an answer right now.
Guess he forgot about the promise he made to me about not being a crazy teenager.
He wants to see the movie “The Art of Lying.” Has anyone seen it? Is it appropriate?
This is what I am trying to figure out. It is disturbing that not all parents worry about what they chose to see. It may be totally fine… but I wish there wasn’t the need to grow up so fast.
Funny enough, his moods don’t throw my world off kilter. I find I am more relaxed and not too stressed if he hates me. I know he will get over it.
Poor guy. Life is a lot harder for him. He worries and stresses. He always had. I think that high school is a huge stress, already. Most of his classmates are going to a different high school than Sammy is.
Oye. So much to think about.
Hockey began tonight. Max had a great time. Once it all settles into routine, it will be fine. I just get thrown into a state of discombobulation when the call comes the night before and there is a game.
If women were organizing this whole league… it would be so different!
At least I think so!
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