Knock Me OUT!!!

I feel as if I was hit by a bus.  Well, actually, if I was hit by a bus, I would likely be knocked out.
I have the curse of a woman AGAIN!  Yup, you heard me.  AGAIN.  Each of the times to many have been extremely painful.

Now I am dealing with it again.  Yet today, I was in such pain I really wanted to be knocked out.  PAIN!  It was like labour pains…8-9 cm dilated.  I seem to be struggling with painful menstrual cramps my whole life.  Back then, I could lay down and sleep it off.

Today as I picked up the boys, I just wailed like a baby.  I was so scared of passing out.  I couldn’t hide my pain.  Every bump hurt.  I get a fever when my cramps get this bad.  I am burning up.  I called my doctor.  I am desperate.  I can’t suffer like this every month and then some.

Tonight my doctor husband is speaking at the library about hearing and stuff.  I really want to go.  I really should go.  Yet… I am not sure I can get out of my bed.

I haven’t written in a while, our internet was down, and then time seems to have run away from me.
I will be back to blogging soon.  I guess this isn’t the blog you would expect to read after my hiatus.
Sorry… I will be writing again… about normal things.  LOL… OK maybe not normal.  It’s me, though!
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One Response to Knock Me OUT!!!

  1. Sandy says:

    So sorry to hear of your distress… I know, distress is saying it nice. I doubt men will ever even come close to understanding what women go through. I started taking evening primrose oil, vitamin E and black cohosh and it has helped. Still have some cramps, but less severe. They don't always work on all women, but have you considered giving something like that a try? Or maybe you have already. I'm so sorry… I'll bet you feel like you are captive. Sandy