I feel as if I was hit by a bus. Well, actually, if I was hit by a bus, I would likely be knocked out.
I have the curse of a woman AGAIN! Yup, you heard me. AGAIN. Each of the times to many have been extremely painful.
Now I am dealing with it again. Yet today, I was in such pain I really wanted to be knocked out. PAIN! It was like labour pains…8-9 cm dilated. I seem to be struggling with painful menstrual cramps my whole life. Back then, I could lay down and sleep it off.
Today as I picked up the boys, I just wailed like a baby. I was so scared of passing out. I couldn’t hide my pain. Every bump hurt. I get a fever when my cramps get this bad. I am burning up. I called my doctor. I am desperate. I can’t suffer like this every month and then some.
Tonight my doctor husband is speaking at the library about hearing and stuff. I really want to go. I really should go. Yet… I am not sure I can get out of my bed.
I haven’t written in a while, our internet was down, and then time seems to have run away from me.
I will be back to blogging soon. I guess this isn’t the blog you would expect to read after my hiatus.
Sorry… I will be writing again… about normal things. LOL… OK maybe not normal. It’s me, though!